Opening the door to me

Exhausted from my doing
The circling tracks of mind
Misplaced concern and care
Repeat until

My humanhood programming
Can’t offer but the limited
Caught myself in a maze
Expanding roots in time

Dragging my past every step
Overstimulate my nervous system
My intellect seems useless
My understanding overrated

Can I stop right here?
What is the use of this struggle
This doing makes no sense
Where is the exit?

Sudden shift into Stillness
Seeing my world dissolve
My past is gone
The concerns evaporated

Not by my doing
Beyond the I that wants
Silence takes over
The door is opening at last